Life is a depressing thing. I'm not usually one of those people who says 'ohhh my life sux' but I do occasionally get depressed. Thank God for good friends! Bekah kept me from going off the deep end yesterday at school and mike can make me feel better anytime. Yesterday had to be one of the worst days of my life but I'm not going to post all about it on the web so I guess I'll try to find a nicer subject.
Lauren came! It was so much fun with her here, I gave her a makeover and we watched the Notebook (which she didn't appreciate to its full extent) and then as usual we had the most fun the last hour she was here. We went to the lake and sat on the side and talked until she had to go. That was the best part.
I wrote a fairy tale for Mrs. Lyons last night. I wrote it in about 10 minutes and it got way longer than I wanted it to be.(like 10 pages) So I cut it down until it was a decent size. But I'm thinking I might put all the other stuff back in and make it even longer and turn it into a short novel. (really short) I've gotten out of my story-writing mood in the last two years but I had so many ideas last night just running out of my mind that I wished I could just say them and they would appear on the screen. Where's via voice when I need it? 
Doctors! blah I really don't like them. But it seems I'm going to have to be seeing a ton of them. I've got more problems than a dead person. I keep putting it off but I think mom is going to end up making me go to at least one. Probably for the ringing in my ears. Its gotten so bad now that sometimes I feel like my eardrums are going to burst. She might also take me to a chiropractor which I'm not too keen on either. Oh well! 
 anyway if I actually do my story I might put it on here. this has gotten way longer than I wanted it to be so I shall go now. I've got a load of homework to do anyway. Byez (<-- my new word)

I am SO glad to be back in school!!!! I enjoyed the break, but its a relief to be back. I missed everyone there so much. I think summer will probably kill me. I've decided I actually like school. BUT I do NOT like homework. so there. lol.  OR early mornings, which tomorrow i have to get up at FIVE to leave at SIX what the heck!!! My classes don't start till 8:30 but my dad has a meeting. but thats okay cuz I can chill at wally mart and so thats usually fun. man I already read 17 so I'll have to get a different magazine.   too bad. 17 rox.

I should convert to catholicism and become a NUN! I wish my parents would send me away to an all girls boarding school where it is impossible to even SEE a guy for like the rest of my life. especially one...

okay mind on happier things... hehe its so cool to have a supergenius college brother who can explain things better than the teacher. I was so totally STUCK on something and he's like 'oh thats not problem you just do this and this and this' and did it a totally different way but then I realised its SO MUCH EASIER once I understand it. And he did the same thing the other day when I was stuck on Chemistry. Its just cool!!! I got a partial tan today, layed out on my trampoline and did schoolwork. that was pretty cool. I don't know, I need to get more tanned though. I think Lyle and I are going to like friday or something. Anyway I gotta get up at 5 tomorrow morning so I'll ttyl

Josie

Hey! so school starts tuesday.  I'm really excited, I like school and I miss it. yesterday I went and worked at dad's office, that was pretty cool actually although all I really did was call people and accuse them of missing appointments. "how long has it been since you had a cleaning!??!!?!?!?" etc. Oh well. Then I went to my grandfather's house, that was nice I got to read my book.  Well so far this new year has been going pretty nicely. nothing that major has actually happened its all been sort of low-key. Lauren might be coming next week!!!!!! I'm so excited I haven't seen her since thanksgiving :'( its so sad. I re-did my site incase you couldn't tell. Carissa's was awesome but I decided to update it. I got up and got all ready for drama and we went and it doesn't start till next week. that was really annoying. But I went to TCBY which I haven't been to since school ended... I miss my english guy though. I didn't go to the one that he's at but that is where I REALLY would have wanted to go. well anyway since there is really nothing important to put here I think I'll just go. I SO want to see Tristin and Isolde. it looks SOO ROMANTIC!!! ohhh and I think there is going to be a valentine's dance!! yay! that would be so great. anyway, I'll ttyal

Josie

Hey! sorry I almost never update  its just pretty busy around here. Okay well I had a great christmas!!!! The major things I got were a digital camera, a GORGEOUS comforter for my bed, 18 pretty porcelain doll type things, some books and different stuff. I know I'm forgetting something major.. OH YEAH my unbelievable purse and matching iPod holder. Anyway that was really fun, I got to go to my grandfather's house on the Island and have turkey. that was good... ooooo I almost forgot one of my verrrry favorite presents from my unbelievably wonderful dad... (actually for some reason he signed the lil thingey 'duddy' ... still trying to figure that one out) he gave me a box of Godiva chocolates!!! WOW!!!! they are like the worlds best chocolates. I came down with something though which really sucks. . I hope I get over it soon though because I have some plans... yes ME I have PLANS I know this is shocking for some of you ... but its true. I was hoping to go to Austin with Lyle and was even sort of half considering going to Dallas with him, stephy was talking about getting together again with jacob and david after new years, I was hoping to go see narnia for a fourth time etc. But if I'm sick i can't do any of that so I'm telling myself to get better and doing everything I can whilst eating chocolate lol. I'm going to be HUGE(r) by the time I go back to school. Narnia is the most awesome movie EVER I totally adore it. uhh I think thats all my news, so um the end. I'm being forced to clean my room well which totally sucks because its a mess and will take me forever. anyway ttyal

Josie

Hey everyone!!! Well last night was the HOST Christmas play. It was so much fun!!!!! Lesseee... i got up early so we could go and reserve seats for my Grandparents that came. Then we went to Krispy Kreme and got breakfast, came back and rehearsed the play. I tripped going up the stairs (graceful me!) and part of my mic broke off and I didn't realise it. so I came home and sort of messed around... found out some REALLY sad news... and went back to get ready for the performance. I found out about my mic being broken and that I wouldn't be able to get a mic. Mrs. Seaman being the angelic woman that she is gave me a different mic mainly because I had a solo. anyway I rushed around trying to get ready and did the play. I did it okay. i didn't particularly like the way I did it. I was a lil disappointed. But anyway I got through it, did my solo and REMEMBERED the 'I will have gowns' part. yay I didn't think I would. and because of the Harbor Playhouse performances i didn't even get nervous at all. I was pretty much okay except for the fact that I didn't really know my lines. anyway so then I watched Christmas Without the Angel. Alex did GREAT. Everyone was soooo good in that. In one of the scenes Dustin sounded so heartbroken it made me cry. lol yes I know I cry too easily but it was really touching. He did fantastic. Everyone was so great. then I went to the after party and that was fun. We took Rocky and Sarah with us and took them home. it was coolness. anyway at the party was fun, Timmy was having people sign his chest. that was kinda weird. anyway that was fun nothing really exciting happened there. so anyway I got home and went to bed about 2:30. I have two plays to finish and that'll be good. EVERYONE GO SEE MIRACLE ON 34TH STREET THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!! I'll seriously <3 you forever if you go. lol anyway okay well this is a lot longer than I meant for it to be so I'll go now. TTYAL (talk to you all later) (I'll NEVER say ... THE word... the evilest texan word lol I don't mind if other people say it at all, its just fine, but I won't say it... bad experience as a kid...) anyway ttyal

Josie

Okay well for me its the ninth but who cares. Tonight had to be one of the coolest nights of my life!!!! This is going to be really random but thats okay just bear with me here...
I had my hair done put my one 100ILLER dress, nails VOILA fabulous. and it only took about four hours!!!!! haha anyway I had a great time. I got there fashionably late, as in my dad was insisting on taking pictures till I ended up 45 mins late... I went in and started dancing. I swear I GOT MY GROOVE ON!!! I was depressed tho cuz they played like 3/4 of my FAVORITE song and didn't finish it!! WHATTHEHECKIS THAT!!! 'whatcha gonna do with all that junk, all that junk inside your trunk, I'm gonna get get get get get you drunk get you love drunk off my humps. whatcha gonna do with all that ass all that ass all that ass inside those jeans, I'm gonna make make make make make you scream make you scream, whatcha gonna do with all that..." *CLICK* and it was off. *sigh* it was too bad I was really startin to get going and stuff. shakin my lovely lady lumps (check em out) but then it got cruelly stopped. michael and I danced like ALL of the songs but I still managed to dance with pretty much everyone, except Bo, man that makes me mad. I didn't dance with Bo. HE OWES ME NEXT TIME. I hate being embarrassed... well noone LIKES it but I REALLY REALLY hate it. I just try to laugh it off but its not that easy...
its so friggin cold outside but at the dance I would get SOOO hot inside I would walk out like every other song. me and michael sang since u been gone, it was a beautiful moment. I hate that dance people do to rap, where girls like grind their butts into the guys...... ewwww... honestly I would NEVER EVER EVER do that. I ... eww. okay new subject. *shudder* everyone looked so cute. saw like 2 ppl I haven't seen in YEARS. creepy. if I was the paranoid type I'd.... oh wait I AM THE PARANOID TYPE. haha yeah and weird too. its so late I gotta go to bed. I don't want to though. I'm high on an overdose of fun. man I'm jealous of dustin, he got to go to flippin new york. course I'd rather london but NEW YORK DOES RULE. anyway yeah so maybe I'll write tomorrow.... maybe... probobly not... yeah well I'll post this in all my other journals online tomorrow though if I can. I got another performance, ooh sh** stephanie's party!!! I forgot all about it (sorry stephy) man I gotta be ready for that.... darnit....well I will ttyl... toodlooooooo

Hey everyone! whats up? sorry I almost never update. Life has been pretty crazy.  Opening night was Friday and it pretty much rocked my world. haha it was awesome.  Mrs. Lawrence (I think thats her name if not oh well everyone knows who I'm talkin about) (TIFFANY"S MOM) anyway, she totally saved me. My hair didn't curl on one side and with only 15 minutes of time she managed to curl the other side using only hairspray gel and a curling iron. Most of you do not realise that my hair DOES NOT CURL unless it was wet and then was put into rag or sponge rollers and let completely 100% DRY. and even then I have to hairspray it like CRAZY. it just DOES NOT curl. so anyway she's an amazing woman and I owe her my career lol. anyway Saturday night was fine too I only made one serious mistake and that was to trip somewhat on stage. NOT MY FAULT it was my shoes. lol.

Thanksgiving was fun. I got to go see Lauren whom I haven't seen since like...... August or September or some horribly long time ago. so it was cool to see her again. I didn't get to stay long though because Friday I had to book it back home to get ready for the play. Me and Lauren watched 3 smallvilles and had a good time. Only, while I was outside trying to get ANY reception on my phone so I could call Michael back, I got stung by a bee so mom gave me this anti everything pill that worked like a sleeping pill and I took like a four hour nap.

Tuesday back to school! agh! Please anything but that. I haven't even glanced at my homework yet. and I think I have two tests, and I know I've got a HUGE load of homework to do for Mrs. Hallock. Have to memorize homeschool play lines... have to memorize church play lines... crap there's not enough hours in the day for all this. dad kept me up until NOW cleaning my flippin room. goodness! I haven't even watched the latest smallvilles! that tells you how busy I am. oh yeah, I gotta memorize verses tomorrow so I don't get a zero on my mid-term exam.

well I'll try to update in the next week or so... if anything interesting happens. not bloody likely. TTYL

yeah I never thought I would say that, but I have at least one practice 7 days a week. monday-saturday the harbor playhouse rehearsals friday, wednesday and soon 5 days a week the play in which I'm STARRING in. crazy right? crap I have to work on that today thats right. anyway, then on sundays I have practice for our play at the church. *sigh* so anyway I adore drama right but this is a little crazy. besides that everything is going nutty. I found out last night my grandfather has cancer, I've still got a bajillion classes, I'm on a diet which is probably good because of all the stress I would be eating everything in sight, I like a guy who doesn't like me back... and and... well anyway thanksgiving is 2 weeks away. which will get me out of school. but thats it because thanksgiving week is tech week at the harbor playhouse. which is insane I'll have to be there everday possibly including thanksgiving and the day after thanksgiving is opening night! So thats.... the 15th? or no the 25th thats right, so then I'll have at least 2 performances per weekend until december 18th then on december 18 is my church play and december 15th is my homeschool play. WOW. NEVER AGAIN. and during all of this somewhere is the homeschool dance for which I still need a dress and have to figure out how I'm going to make it since it will be during  a performance. Rebekah who is making it said she can move it back an hour so I'll be able to make it very late and not have my hair done at all. *sigh* so there goes all hopes of having  a date to it right? I was hoping this would be my first datish type thing. But oh no! that certainly won't work!  so anyway sorry I never update this I've just been soooooo insanely busy. so I'll ttyl.

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the creepiest thing just happened to me.

I had gone to my grandfathers house to clean it and stuff and was on my way home, dad stopped at a gas station in a bad part of town but me being stupid me I went inside anyway, as I was walking in some guy whistled at me twice. I ignored him and walked in. my dad came in, but then left right as that guy came walking in, he walked past me AND GRABBED MY BUTT!!!!! Being an actress I acted as though nothing had happened and continued trying to get my icee (although, off the record, my hands WERE shaking somewhat) so then the whole time I was fumbling with the STUPID machine, the guy was like 10 ft away and kept whispering things to me... I ignored him, he whistled 4-5 times... I ignored him, I went walking back to the counter I turned around hoping desperately my dad was there so I could RUN over to him, but he had gone back outside. So the guy followed me back to the counter and kept saying 'so fine.... so fine...' I stood at the counter, and as he walked by he grabbed my butt again with BOTH hands!!!!!! it took everything in me to not scream, some ppl say I should have hit him, but I don't know what he would have done. I don't think he was sober and I didn't want to make him mad since I had NO idea what he would do. he went outside and I bought my icee, dad had his back turned to where I was so I asked the guy behind the counter to please watch me as I went across the HUGE (it didn't seem so big before..) parking lot just incase. Luckily the guy had driven off and dad said that the guy had yelled something at him but he didn't know what. TOTALLY FREAKY! If I never get called 'fine' again its FINE WITH ME. infact I would be downrite HAPPY.

I'll probobly have some cooler news tomorrow cuz tomorrow will be important on the drama scene but I'll write then cuz I don't think I could really concentrate on anything else.

Hey, I got a cell phone yesterday!!! I'm soooo excited it rox. Sadly noone has called it cept Lauren but I ASKED her to, oh and the dude who got the wrong #. but as michael put it 'it is a pimped out cell' anyway so school is going fanatically fantastically, AND IN ONE WEEK I WILL FIND OUT WHO I AM IN DRAMA!! YEAH! sweet right? I want to be Cynthia but I'll take Linda or the maid with a boyfriend. But preferably Cynthia. Okay, the plot: there's this dude (Jonathon) who lost his wife (Linda) and has all these random people all around him but basically he's got a daughter (Cynthia) and has memories of his wife and has a bunch of lil kids come around and stay with him and after all these events something happens. I haven't read the entire script yet but I'm excited. Its a drama, which usually we get the crappy little comedies so I'm happy for a drama for once. I'm going for callback tomorrow, hope I get it. *cross fingers*

This morning I had like a huge scramble, I woke up at four and was like 'well its gonna be hard to get up in two hours but I can do it' LITTLE DID I KNOW so sometime later I wake up and look at the clock, because it is light in my room and I don't hear the alarm. IT WAS LIKE 15 MINUTES BEFORE I HAD TO LEAVE. for those of you who don't know, it takes me approx 1 1/2 hours to get ready in the morning. and I still had papers scattered all over the room that had to go in my backpack! so i went rushing insanely around EWW THERES A BUG ON ME okay back anyway I just had to take my EVERYTHING to school and do it there. but I guess I lived right on through it. I think the guy I like likes me back. so yup besides my stupid alarm being so dumb I think everythings going fantastically. so I will ttyl